Warning, this is verwy verwy sad!!!

Hello all,
Lacylulu and I got a email from one of our dwb friend's Alex today...Alex wanted me to post this email sooo u all could go a cast ur vote.....I need to warn u, it is very sad and graphic.....but needs our vote....As u know Alex's english is not that great but he tried to translate it for us...here is the email...



Hi Lacylulu,
it's me, Alex (http://alexdogblog.blogspot.com/). I have recieved the most sad letter I have ever read and I want to ask you a favour: Could you please put it on your blog, so many people may sign the petition against this cruelety? Please...

The letter is written by a man who works for the animal control in North Carolina and it is a very desperate call for help. I recieved the letter in German and I tried to translate it with a translation software, because my english is not so great. I hope the translation software di it well enough and it's understandable. Before you read it, please take a very deep breath, because it is so sad, I've been crying for 2 days. And I could still cry every time I think of it. Here's the letter:
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Yes, I kill dogs and cats, my livelihood to earn. I am an employee of animal control in a small town in the middle of North Carolina, USA. I am 35 years old and have since my school in different places for this city administration worked.
There are not many places, and for the administration is to work for someone like me without training a good salary and benefits. I am this person, you have all these terrible things to write.
I am, of the dogs and cats can suffer and it kills. I am, of her motionless body, according to smell carbon monoxide, in the black plastic bag is.
But I am also, of his work and what he hates doing.
Your all that your condemns me: Do not. God convicted me and I know that I end up in hell. I will not lie: I know it's mean and cruel, I feel like a serial killer. But I am not guilty, and if the law requires the neutering of the animals would require, would many of these animals, I must kill, not here. I am the devil, but I would like you all, the other face of the gas chamber man.
Most of the time in this anti-rabies center the killing by gas chamber on Friday morning. Most been waiting for this day, but for me, he hated. I wanted to remain the time Thursday evening. Very late on Thursday when nobody it's going my friend and I have a quick snack and give 50 dollars for hamburgers, french fries and chicken. I may not dogs feeding on Thursday, because too much dirt in the gas chamber, and also causes a waste. That's why I go Thursday night, without light, is the saddest space that one can imagine. I put the dogs and cats that are dying from their cages.
My friend and I get the hamburgers and sandwiches with chicken from their packaging and ensure that these are lean and hungry dogs to eat. They noose everything down very quickly, I think they do not even know what it tastes. They wag their tails and some do not eat, they lay on their backs, so we kraulen them the tummy. And then they run and jump around us and give my friend and kiss me. Then they eat a little more, and then they come back to us. They see us all with so much confidence and hope, and their tails are moving so fast that I bruises on the legs get. They devour eating, and then swallow it a little peace and love. My friend and I put us on the ground covered with excrement and drop them on us round and play together. Some are licking each other, but the most pressing very firmly to my friend and me.
I see every dog in the eye and give each a name.
They should not die without a name.
I give each dog 5 minutes all my love and tenderness. I speak to them and tell them that I am so sorry that it tomorrow such a long death struggle will have on that horrible and cruel way under my hands are dying in the gas chamber.
Some put their heads to the side and try to understand me.
I tell them that they are a better place to go, and that they do not hate me. I tell them that I will go to hell and that they come with all the dogs and cats play in heaven.
After about 30 minutes I take it up separately and bring them back into their cages covered with feces. I streichle she and kraule under the chin. Some want to give me her paw, and I would just die. I close a cage after another and ask her to forgive me.
They will be with full stomach and a false sense of security to sleep.
Now it's nearly 5 o'clock in the morning, only two hours, until I and my friends in the gas chamber suffocate. I go home, take a bath and 4 sedative tablets, and then back to work. I eat not, I can not eat. The moment has arrived, I have these animals in the gas chamber stuck. I put my earplugs in and if I get dogs and cats are all so happy to see me that they jump up on me and kiss me, because they think that they will play with me. Then I put them in the mobile cages and bring them into the gas chamber. E you know you can see the death and the fear smell. You start to yowl. The chief demands of me that I have a possible large number of animals hineinstecke order to save gas. He watched me. He knows that I hate him, I hate this work. I do what he demanded of me. He sees, like all dogs and wild cats to bite and scream (they are a great bunch). I hear all dampened because I Ohrenpfropfen. He goes, I turn on the gas and remove me as soon as possible. I go to the toilet and steche me with a needle. Why? Because of the pain and the blood of my head from the back freely do what I just did.
After 40 minutes, I must return and pick up the dead animals. I pray that none survived what happens when too many animals in the gas chamber. I take it with the gloves high, and after the smell carbon monoxide, vomit, blood and the last convulsions of the animals make me sick.
I take them out and put them into plastic bags.
I say to myself: "Now you are in heaven." After clearing all the dirt I, YOU PEOPLE have caused, because they do not castrate their animals. The dirt, YOU PEOPLE have caused, because they do not insist that a veterinarian this on humanitarian nature.
YOU ARE THE TAXPAYERS, DEMAND that these practices finally STOP!
Say is not that I am a "monster" or "the devil" or "the executioner" bin. Name the government, the governor and the leaders devil, which allow. Damn, call the Governor! DEMAND FROM HIM TO STOP IT!
And, as always, I take my sleeping pills today, the cries no longer hear that I before the discovery of earplugs ever heard. I wälze me in a dream in my bed around and flash together and think that everything is just hallucination.
This is my life, condemn me. Believe me, I have myself sufficiently condemned!
Note!
The throwaway for animals: The animal homes in the United States take approximately 27 million animals, about 17 million are killed because they are not taught them. Gas chambers there is not only in North Carolina.
PLEASE SIGN THE PETITION TO MAKE IT STOP:
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/stop-gassing-carolina-pets
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Please ask all your friends to sign it.
Sad greetings, Alex


I Am on my way to sign the petition now..

b safe,
;) a humble and very glad me iz luved lacylulu!!!